Saturday, April 18, 2009
i had fever yesterday
i noe i have not enuf sleep and rest
and i'm sori syg for not calling u back after gi toilet
and seriously i was asleep
when i wake up today
there is 26 missed call
and i'm really sori for dat
and tk pernah aku pujok dier secare lembut
but i noe since dats my fault aku sabar and pujok dier
but wat did i get dier lyn aku very coldly
aku tk pernah sesabar nie
but i dun noe why am i too patience just now
aku call dier mengamok ngn aku
but still i'm patience enuf
and yeah the whole day he treat me dis way
sume org pon tau aku bukan penyabar but this time round
i'm being too patience enuf
i called him three time but still the same kind of voice i get
and finally i gave up
and i tell him directly
if u dun love me anymore let me go!
jgn siksa aku,its already enuf
next mama is not home yet
she have to undergo operation today
due to her infection on the foot
its a small surgery
my grandfather have just amputate his feet
and my uncle has just operate his knee cap
it all happen at one time
grandfather is at GH my mama is at tan tock seng
and till now i haven't visit my grandfather
i have to take care of mama
alot of things to be done and think
i'm just too stress up with him and family
but i have to put him aside
i will have to help mama and grandfather
hope mama will be back soon
i'm tired with everything that happen
but i noe ade hikmah disebalik ini semue
and all i cud say is is our relationship gonna end?
u decide...
am i gonna be the old fazlinda
or shud i just leave the past and maintain to be dis way
i really dunnoe
Labels: all i cud say its gonna be over soon
