Thursday, April 16, 2009
escape from sch today
yeah i noe bad discipline i have there
but no choice i'm sick kepale cam nak pecah
so rest at home
i can't sleep the whole night indeed
i open up my book to read but my mind is somewhere else
finally i decide to write some thing
all the things dat is playing in my mind
its been a long time since i so a wrtie up in my diary
the personal diary that have been locked for nearly 2 years
no one noe where i keep the diary
its my third diary
and yes i'm still keeping it
when i take the diary out fuh berabuk per
ahaha.but still smell the same
i read through it
the story of my life
since i have a blog and have a lappie
its like all my life story in this places
so yeah i have to restart everything back
i decide to burn that picture
and yeah i did
tak sangka masih ade lagik gmbr tu dalam my diary
its like a shock when i open the diary and the photo fell down
the letters i get from my ex boyfrien in Jakarta
i burn it up
let me move on
so today boyfie went for the reporting
i was so asleep that i never realise there is messages for me
he wish me happy 9 monthsary
its so sad that i never wish him any thing
for his report today
then he called me around 1 plus
he said he have to go to court
so now he has to be in lock up
he says that remember syg i love you lots
wait for me and take care of urselves
ok i kept quiet...(crying)
then i said "thanks for giving me this present for our 9 month"
then i put down the phone
coz i can't control my tears
then there is this number that i dunnoe
messaging me,nak kenal kenal and watsoever
dah lame jugak arh dis person texting me
but i did not even reply and i tell that person to fuck off
then irritating tau msg msg
so i used my mom number to call dis person
but that person reject
then kejap lagik this number call
wanna noe sape its him!
urgh nowonder tak nk angkat when i call
coz he noe my mom nye number
he used his neneknye number
then he say tadi main main jek
the officer asked him to go home
and wait until they call him to report
so nampak sgt they dun have enuf evidence to shoot him
aku peh lah relieved
i feel like hugging him now
ahaha but jahat main mainkan aku lagik
Happy 9 Monthsary sayang
although u hurt me alot within this 9 month
i love you lots
and nomatter wat u will never fade
Happy bdae to my dearest gerlfren Natasha
Thanks for ur shoulder all this while
Stay funky and pretty aites
Have a great future ahead
love yaw babe!
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