Monday, November 9, 2009
I nid u guys
~To all my loves~
first thing first aku bngn lambat
ape ketidak no one wake me up
due due merajok ngn aku
normally he will always wake me up
yesterday was my toughest day
both of u make me confused
if u guys to noe how much i love u guys
in either way both of u make me happy
so went off to school meet dee at normal place
aku tk pakai make up pon
mandi tukar baju and out i go
dee nmpk aku teros tanyer
"kenaper nie faz?"
aku diam..until pat bustop aku senyap
then terserempak sharul
dier tgk aku dier kater ngn aku mesti kau ketawe
and yeah i did laugh
thanks sharul...
head to school and usual first lesson ms dewi
yela muker aku lain syilla pon tanyer
bla bla bla...
then we have our lunch in pizza hut
me and dee and lela
i asked them their opinion
and we talk abt it
thanks bebs:) ,sedikit sebnyk aku tau ape aku nk kene uat
then masok kelas talk with din
asked din and he have different opinion
opinion sebagai lelaki,thanks din:)
just one thing "mengalah tk semestinye tak syg
kadang kadang yang mengalah tu tak sanggup tgk org yang disayang itu
menderita dan merana,tapi untuk kebahagiaan dier,org itu sanggup
back offf"
class attendance not dat good today sumer seem quiet
then my teacher say our GEP is postpone to july
LA will be going first
WTH!terus patah semangat sey
sumer mcm bingit
then after school my lecturer treat us drinks
thanks mr ooi:)
then we seat and talk abt the GEP
abeh mr ooi sent us to jurong east
me,dee,lela and claud
sumbat dlm kereta dier while mr wong
yang kiter tk suker duduk depan
and we have a misison to amek him laugh
and yes we did it
coz dier nye org too secondary sch
reach home teros kemas aku pack barang kat dapur and clean everything
I miss u both!
Wanting that person but still emotionally confused,
your heart is telling you one thing,
but your mix emotions is making it hard for you,
we might be moving to fast so lets take it slow,
our friendship is going to last,
no matter the optical,
I’m willing to make it work with you in any form or fashion,
my desire for you is deep but how deep is your passion,
not trying to put you in a lock down situation,
but I’m trying to tell my feelings for you are great and I’m willing to be patient,
if you listen to what I say you would know that I’m saying take your time and follow you heart,
I will not depart,
the feeling of being alone like no ones there is not how
I want to you feeling cause I’m hear,
we could be something great I can just feel it,
but the moment I don’t wont to kill,
to life and to my heart I have to pay my dues,
the love I long for I don’t want to losses it before I have it
so let me change the mood,
you just let me know when you stop feeling.
ps:please give me time to think
i need the space
i just want to be fair
and dont want to hurt both of u
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