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Tuesday, June 9, 2009
 this is a chocolate actually given by Naj
and i kept it to be given to my dearest boyfie
nak tau kenape because its cute and its heart shape
hati dha lah tak sedap
went home as per normal with the rest in bus 963
aku punye hati tergerak tu pergi rumah boyfie
i dunnoe why this instict tell me to do so
so thought of giving him surprise
actually plan nak jumpe dier dah ckp semlm
then he texted me saying dat ibu nak ajak gi gunting rambut
but hati tak terima kan so yeah went to his place
aku though of giving him surprise
but me myself got a surprise
ade seliper pompuan kat depan rumah dier
the door was open i repeat the door was open
so i stand there infront of the gate
and saw him talking on the phone
and a gerl walk passberdesut jantung aku cam nak berhenti
the frist thing i do was "kau bukak nie pintu skrg!"
okey dah mcm tailong haha
why am i laughing rite its because my feelings are numb
dier tk nk bukak pintu
fine i walk away before that i threw the chocolate inside
his house okey ya tuhan maafkan aku..campak makanan
then aru dier bukak pintu
dier kuar and...
aku aku tanye sape tu pompuan?
he:zura
me:asl tu pompuan kat sini?wen she is not suppose to be here
him:dier teman i gunting rambut and nak amek brg
me:(slapping him)cibai!kau tipu aku
kau ckp ape nak pergi ngn ibu then?
he kept quiet..
i noe i slap him alot of times
sakit tangan dan hati tak pernah aku sepak lelaki mcm gitu
yes pernah tapi tk mcm tusakit siol kalau lah boleh aku pekik
then zura kuar and say "fazlinda aku dgn talib takde pape"
me:takde pape why are u here wen no one is ard,
kau tak sepatotnye ade disini!
zura:(crying)aku berani sumpah aku takde pape ngn dier
aku cume dtg nak amek cd and kasi present
me:kenape mesti dlm rumah!asl time aku takde?
aku tarik baju talib and slap him aku pukul dier
zura pull me off and say "fazlinda takmo pukul dier
aku ngn dier takde pape..."
i really can't take it and take my bag and went off
seat down with naj and talk abt it
masih tak puas ati aku naik balek
he was alone zura dah takde
i ask him to explain coz i noe
kalau mcm gini meleretand then zura naik i asked to seat and talk
me:tak pyh nak memekak arh kiter bebual baik baik
skr aku tanye kau zura ape relationship kau ngn talib?
zura:aku tak tau(crying)
me:lap airmata kau aku tk nk tgk airmata kau!
me:talib ape kau nak ckp skrg bilang sume
it takjes time for them to tell me things
so i say...
me:senang bebual arh talib kau pilih(sambil mkn chocolate okey)i'm chill i think naj noe my reaction time tu
the talib say he choose me,not being shellfish
i asked him to talk to zura coz i myself have feelings pompuan siol,zura cried and cried aku nie dah tkleh nangis airmata dah keringthen she walked outside and ntah ape jadi dier "pengsan"
almak nie budak nak pengsan kat luar kecoh per
kalau kat dlm aku tak lah kamcong coz tkde jiran
then aku amek air paip aku anuh kat muker dier
talib and naj mcm cool jek
nak tau kenape coz she act jek
can see her evelids bergeraknowonder talib cam buat bodoh dun care naj pon
so i asked her to masok amek minyak angin and kasi
aku care tau psl kau pompuan although wat have happen then i went out jumpe naj she tell me something wat zura tell her kat bwh and wat hafiz say
then aliff dtg he was like asl nie
then he saw zura and tlaib pat dlmteros dier ckp apelagik si baygok nie nak
which he refer to zura
hmm every one anti her
that i talk nicely to alif and naj
they say give talib another chance
but for me cam susah
we talked mcm aku srg yg bebual untill tlaib mom balik
she was like mad when see usi talk to her nicely saying dat "cik boleh kiter bebual kejap"
she say everything out
and she breakdown
aku pon breakdown
coz i dun like to see tears in mom eyes
and yes i feel bad when she cries and talib keep on sayin
to me puas hati u skrg
and dat really hurt me alotwhy he have to blame me for all dis
yes zura noe his mother lamer by the way she talks thing out i noe i'm not suppose to be there
she say she noe talib kwn dgn zura tak slh memang tk slh but why the whole family tipu aku
she also say zura did call talk to talib but kenape biler talib pakai phone call aku dier mrh mrh
see i dun get itthen zura say dis infront of talib mom and me "fazlinda u have a long journey lagik,u deserve a better person then talib"
ape maksod dier sebenarnya if she say dier bagi aku talib
then she say dis ape dier nak i can't conclude anything
memang i'm not a good person in his mother eyes coz his family lebih pilih zura and aku undurkan diri
i lie to myself for dis meamng aku tak nk dis to happen
i love all his family but if ibu is happy to have zura instead dats it i will lead my own life just before i met talib,coz i dun want to see ibu cried again aku berslh
went down with naj thought of going bck home
then alif and talib went down
he explained to me everything and its just simple
how can u assure me dat wat u did to zura wont happen to me and all dis wont happen again?
he say he cant say anything dier mintak maaf bnyk kali
and he say he will proof to me
and i'm complicatedperasaan aku cam kosong...
aku dha tk nk bebual psl syikin i have put her away
now new things come up
then talib sms me saying dat he is so sorry
he asked me whether i'm still attached with him ke tak and i can only say i dunnoe
aku takde jawapan yang perfect
dier ckp dier tau aku mrh kan diersape yg tk mrh sedih sume,naj alif,hafiz sume ckp dier syg aku srg..and i dunnoe pls help me...
by the way vote Sein ahmad..member lepak bpk aku siol.haha Labels: my heart is numb
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