Thursday, April 30, 2009
firstly its gonna be a heart out for me today
attend sch for s&w
for only 1 and half hour
main per giler
then get called from mama
emergency called
went back home
aku tertdo coz aku rase demam
nak tau kenape is because of yesterday
semlm aku nk mandi so walking to the dapur
i hear something
seumur hidup aku
tk pernah aku dgr but since nie badan pon tk bersih
so its likely 2 dgr and rase
i ignore thought it was only my imagination
but i was wrong aku patah balik bilik
then pergi amek barang nie kali tk leh jadi makin rabak
aku rase ade org dekat aku and perhatikan aku
so aku bilang mama
mama pon gi dapur and teros dier ckp kau rase ke nampak
then i say rase,this thing follow my parents home
after they visit my ftaher nye fren nye rumah
actually nk sewa rumah tu but tak jadi
pasal nie lah...
then afternoon teman mama go hospital
her leg ade infection
macam macam gelagat ade
hospital is very strict due to the swine flu
time aku gi dah 5 org kene quarantine due to dis
mama was admitted
masok ward and the doctor came to explain
this really shatter away everything
no choice but to amputate her leg
doctor say they try theor best but the chances of getting better is low
so they have to gice two options to amputate half of the feet
or above the ankle between the knee and the ankle
and its a tough decision coz they say that the bone has been infected
and fear that it would spread so the best is the second option
but mama doesnt want and finally we pujok her
saying dat like dis end here make it the last
dah cukup mama menderita
she's worried dat dier menyusahkan org
but noe aku tk kan tgl kan mama like dat
i will take care of her thats a promise
and seriously this gonna be the most terrible thing
mama is crying and aku pon ikot nangis
which actually i;m suppose to give her support
i just can't,the person i nid the most is not by my side
but i noe mama nid me i'm her pillar
then kak nana drop by
and she comfort me to stop crying
she warns me to take care of myself
nomatter what happen i have to be strong
for now i will be away from school for awhile
gosh i'm gonna miss alots of things
mama have to be taken care and give moral support
so mama will eb operated today and hope dat everything goes fine
aku berdoa jek pade tuhan semoga semuanye berjalan lancar
please frens doa for me okey
i just nid time to accept everything
and when mama say abt something aku think back
and dat really make me cried
watever happens i love mama alots
i dun want to loose her
please tuhan sembuh kan lah mama
i nid ehr she's my evrything
nobody can replace her in my heart
kerana syurga ditelapak kaki ibu
ingat to guys treasure them when they are still alive
orite i got to go
i just want my mama to recover...
i love her...
