Sunday, February 15, 2009
hola peepsy
yeah i noe its 1 am now
tomoro i have to work 9 to 6
but i'm still awake
firstly went to work wit dear him
but he have to drop at toa payoh coz he have reporting
i dun noe why i cry in the train
he was busy wit psp and his mp4
the couple infront of me see me cry
but thanks to him he did not even bother to talked to me
and yes i cry from yishun till bishan
before he comfort me
i think by then he notice i'm crying
tanks arh for doin tat
then he drop off at toa payoh
went to work
i texted him asking him to call or msg me once he returned home
but he did not do it
fine i just keep myself quiet
maybe his asleep
but then till now he keep on silenced
i dun noe how many times i call him
he reject and left unanswered
mark and reynante asked me to relaxs dun think so much
coz they see me like stress up
and now i just return home
finish work at 10 plus head back to woodlands
sitting somewhere ALONE
before alif came down
he walked wit me home
tanks alif although i tell u off sometime
u have always been by my side
dun tink i'm playing behind talib's back
i just nid the shoulder to cry on
i dun wanna went back but was forced by alif
he asked me to have a rest at home since i have to work the next day
its been countless of calls and even messages but none of it was answered or reply
all i cud say right now i will bring myself away
if really u love me u will comeback to me
u will do anything to find me
it was suppose to be a nice day today but it turn to fcuking day
even if u wanna sleep can't u message me or even just call for a second
just to inform u wanna slip and i wont disturb u
i'm not being paranoid i jus wanna wat u guys feel if u were to be in my position
is it wrong when i have a guy fren
is it my fault when alif by my side when i'm down
is it my fault when there is someone who loves me
but he himself noe dat i love someone else
is it my fault tat i have other shoulder to cry on
it is my fault????i dun nnoe...
peeps i will be away for quite sometime just leave me a tag i will reply....
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me
Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand
Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Was this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
Labels: emoshit
