Tuesday, November 4, 2008
late again
uh huh.i'm late again.i dun noe wat happen but for dis two weeks aku asyik lmbt jek.mampos sey.gini macam.makin menjadi jadi sey aku.padahal aku tdo tak lah lmbt sgt 12 plus dah tdo.kalau dulu kalau tak kul 3 ke 4 tak membute.so first lesson r&t part nie lesson jek punyelah mendak.but nyari was fine coz uat dgn mama kids.den have my lunch wit chacha and den sue and ayu join us.so they were talkin abt satu mat rip yang pakai specs kaler orange pat skolah aku.typical abes.aku rase dier pon notice kiter bebual pasal dier coz i cna see by his face as he seat opposite of me.haha.nasib kau lah mat.okey next class was BEG nie lah yang uat aku stress.i dun noe wat to wear for my practical interview.kene dress up mcm nak gi interview.thinking of using dress.but ayu suggested on pants and my heels.but for me i feel tat my heels tinggi sgt.urgh i dun noe...and i'm piss of wit tat cikgu bau.kiwak dier suro collect paper lah and kire brape in my row.so aku collect den i pass to her and say 6 pipol dier mati mati cakap mane blh 6 jek.den i say arh betol per.dier memekak sak dah mcm nenek nenek kalah nenek aku.dah tue pon nenek aku amseh vogue tgk arh cucu dier.k lame.bgt lah sey dgn dier.dier kasi kiter test.so kiter buat arh but as usual TG mane leh senyap den she nag memekak plak tu dah lah aku dok depan dier.
erm life now can i say makin bagus i'm stopping to be paranoid.if my future is to be wit him den him lah.watever happens between me and him let it be confidential strts from now.but dun worry we are still together.i just miss all my frens.like when are we gonna meet.frankly i like dun have the mood to blog right now.my mind is not wit me.ntah sape curik.k lame.urgh aku nmpk one of my ex yang mcm c****.pasal dier life aku macam F****.i just can't stand looking at him.nak stare stare aku takde hutang ngn kau,kau yang hutang ngan aku.stay wit tat f****** gerl arh.kau jgn menyesal memainkan life aku.u do to me pipol will do to u.okey tats past let me hope dat i have a brighter future.
erm okeyz aku baru dapat call terkejot.guess who?damn my ex lah sey.nak katekan dah lame aku tk dgr suare dier.since he noe i'm moving on wit my life now.but ntah ehk ape mimpi dier call aku.ok dier call tiga kali aku tak angkat coz i'm having dinner.den talipon bunyi i thought my dear sayang so i run lah and grab my phone but its not him.the first thing he say was kenal tk nie sape?den i was like er...sorie sape sey nie?he was like giggling.me lah ur wan.oops nak tercekik aku dibuatnye.den i asked him to call me back later since tgh makan.so nie pon aru tarok call dier.he was just asking am i fine.but random kan padahal dier dah tahu aku dah tak nak contact dier lagi but watever it is dier lelaki yang pernah aku sayang dulu.i wanna be frens not enemy.so he was asking me abt my sch and stuff. Dis sentence make me stop for a moment."i dun wanna see u being hurt again,i rela lepaskan u sekarang and please take good care of yourself,i'm sorie dat i hurt u alot,i noe u're happy wit ur sayang now,but please dun hate me coz i neva hate u.i noe u marah wit me but let's put it to the end and we become frens." i dun wanna see ur tears anymore"i noe u shed a lot of tears please babe i wanna see ur smile not ur tears"."i'm sayin dis not becoz i want u back but to tell u frankly memang i still sayang u but i have to accept that i can't get u back as u belong to someone else and u won't want be back wit me coz i have hurt u alot,i tak nak hancurkan ur relationship plak and tell ur syg please take care of you for me coz he'd the only one tat can make u smile whereas i can only make u cry".and i asked him one thing"y u cakap nie sume?"and he replied "ntah i mimpi u semalam".okey i noe dats random.i can't say any word.and he asked me whether i have a daughter already coz he said someone tell him nampak aku ngn budak kecik.mayb my babygerl.den i tell him no lah tu my anak angkat jek den he say "nanti kahwin jangan lupe jempot aku".finally he talk wit me aku and kau.ermm surprising dat he called me.Thanks wan for accepting all dis.memang kau pernah sakit kan aku but i have forgotten all dat.coz i noe u dun have the intention to do dat coz u love me but now we have our own ways.wat i can only say although we have break up i still love u but as a fren,not more.and all i want u to do now is make ur family happy and ur belovered ones take care of ur baby.she needs ur attention and one thing please dun be bad boy balik.thanks wan for all your loved before this.but now i only love one person and dat is him.although mane dier menghilang sekarang.tersumbat kat toilet agaknye..hehe like finally his online gtg...
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