Wednesday, November 19, 2008
keeping in silenced
DUN ASKED ME WHY I KEPT IN SILENCE
HANG UP UR CALL NOR REPLY UR MESSAGES
I JUST NEED U TO NOE HOW HURTFUL MY PAST IS
ENUF OF ALL THE PAIN TAT I GONE THROUGH
ENUF OF ALL THE TEARS DAT I SHED FOR U
JUST LET ME BE FREE
ALTHOUGH I NOE U LOVE ME
NO ONE NOES WAT I GONE THROUGH WIT U
ONLY TEARS CAN BE SHARED BEING WIT U
MONTHS HAS PASSED AND U HAVE NEW
LIFE HAS TO GO ON
SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE NEW TOO...
its jus a message for someone dat i loved BEFORE.living my life without u really shatters my future,having u by my side is wat i always hopebut wat do i always get in return for my love,care and comcern is just tears of pain.Pain dat no one noes.I waited for all ur calls and messages but other pipol who gave me the attention...all i cud say now is LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!post aboved is wat i really felt,i just can't understand why i have to go through all dis.i tried to be strong.accept the love and care by another one,but still dis fear of mine won't go off.receiving a text just now really bring back my past.Can i just run from my past and reach for my future.but y randomly it comes back.i jus dun get it.all i cud say..keepin in silenced...like finally TG has nearly full squad only chacha did not attend sch due to food poisoning kalau tak ermm full attendance.urgh stress up having BEG & OIT test tomoro.have to really cracked my brains and study for it.keeping in silenced can i have dat.....Labels: KEEPING U OUT OF MY MIND