Sunday, October 26, 2008
pressure
sun family day?shutz
itz not!noe y coz we are not goin out for raye or even spent time wit each other sume buat keje masing masing.and for me here i am blogging and hunting for jobs online.i wanna werk so i won't spend time at home tak sakit kan kpale or even fight wit my sister.yesterday i was online wit this someone,i'm really hurt to wat she say i have changed!since i noe guys...tanks for all ur words yesterday...u really trash my painfulness..u r 12 but u talks like u r 20.and i dun noe wat u talk abt wit my sayang.i noe running away is not will not sloved prob and if that were to happen the first thing my parents will hunt my sayang although he;s not invloved but someone says becoz of our relationship it strts all this.i wanna meet my sayang!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna hug him!!!!!!!!!!why nobody understand me?why?can't i have my own say.why can my parents go clubbing and released their stress sat night but why can't i just go out once on sat.its unfair!if i can post abt wat we talk yesterday its really gonna be worst i'm gonna make u shamed and me too including my syg.so let it be confidential.so tomoro i have to meet this aunty of mine she wanna see me and i hope tomoro my tears will fade..finally..so guys i wont be updating anything abt my bf anymore...unless i have big prob...wit him...coz think back and getting back comments tat i'm to obsessed in love life maybe its becoz i'm afraid to loose him...so strts today i won't be updating anything abt him...that's it...yesh i did admit i changed but not to the extend to what pipol said.some may not noe how i try to survive wit my relationship before this only certian pipol noe abt the 1 year thingy.that's the worst thing ever.i jus wan happiness dats all wit a happy family that spend time together frens by my side..all my loved ones...i'm thinking of deleting my blog..but i dun noe...
Labels: I MISS MY BABYSAYANG
