Saturday, October 25, 2008
I'M REALLY SORRY DEAR:(
dmbfcuk week for me!whole week i shed tears.sat?biler lagi aku leh kuar on sat like others do the other teenagers?aku bangun pagi and kemas the whole house den mama woke up she panaskan lauk den asked her whether pegi rumah nenek tak?den she tak..so i asked her baik baik..kakak nak keluar ngn talib gi town..teros dier melenting,dier cakap tu sebab bngn pagi nak merambu,kalau tak,tak pukul 1 pukul 2 baru bangun.and she ungkit everything she say hari hari jumpe but hte fact no!uat keje rumah tk senonoh.and all arh.shutz..i have no choice and aku dah talk to my aunt.and juz now come my adek say mama tak kasi pasal jauh..helo orchard jauh tk pernah pon aku tanye deir gi orchard dier ckp tk blh coz jauh.and my sis mcm phm. den i dun noe why she asked for my ezlink and aku tk kan kasi coz yg top up bukan dier tapi talib.and now here i am blogging,they wanna go my nenek house but aku tk nk pergi kalau aku tk leh might as well aku tk yah gimana mana.biar aku tdo dalam tangisan kalau boleh aku tak nak bangun teros.its unfair to me.they think dieorg buat gini aku happy malah aku makin menderita.and for my sayang i'm really sorie tat i can't go,but i still let u go although aku fear tat u will leave me becoz i can't spend time wit u and u're frens.i hope u understand my situation.if u can't accept my situation then its ok i noe itf not ur fault.i try to jage hati u but i noe i hurt u alotz.from last sat u ajak but i can't..dah macam penjara hidop aku skrg.hanya airmata yang teman aku setiap hari dan malam sampai aku tdo..
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