Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I HATE LIVING IN DIS HOUSE
penat sey nyari.sch strts at 8 and ends at 5.dah macam org keje,furthermore dgn long hours of sitting down.and nyari break record coz i was sleepin in mrs ho class BEG lesson so dry cia..untill i can't tahan anymore and fall to sleep..half an hour pejam mate den terjage coz my sayang msg and the vibration woke me up..urgh..so dah bangun tk leh tdo,den sushimatos bukak cerita pasal hantu and stuff ntah si kida nie yang start dulu..suddenly terawake plak kan...den something happen pat wani and we end up laughing..terkejot berok dier kejap..so finally school ended and i went back home...actually i dun wanna meet my sayang i want him to feel wat i feel but in the train one kind of feeling came to me,,there's this feeling saying i really wanna meet him..and i dun wanna him to be hurt like i'm hurt.so i sacrificed although i'm not feeling well.sayang i got to piat ur telinga...hehehe...jgn mrh..kesian dier telinga sampai merah lah sey...
den reach home aku makan and mandi..den mama suro aku gi draw duit den i say okeylah since dekat bwh jek,but my sis cakap dier nak ikot nak gi beli bag kat kedai yang dekat dengan shing song jauh lah sey penat tau tak,den aku cakap arh besok tk leh per kedai tk lari arh tak tau per orang penat,den mama say kalau jumpe jantan tak penat fcuk sia bela ma bela tu pompuan biar dier pijak kpale kau..kau ade tanye skolah aku macam mane ke do you noe i have long hours of studyin and stuff kau tak pernah tanye...sekarang nak kaitkan dengan jantan..kalau kau tak suke aku ade jantan cakap arh..aku feel unfair becoz ape adek aku buat sume betol and end up aku yang kene...den biler aku jawab dier kate aku kurang ajar sial arh sape yang tk bingit tak tau ape org penat..mak aku perangai sia,,adek aku kurang ajar ngan aku dier tak marah aku marah adek aku sepak dier end up aku yang kene wtf...urgh!!!manje kan adek aku lagi biar satu ari dier pijak kpale kau...and jangan cakap aku tak tolong ajar...aku nak tgk kau tue sape yang jage kau satu hari nanti aku ke setan tu...k aku dah mcm minah nie lah i jus can't get pipol blame me for wat i dun do especially kalau dgn musibat agong nie.ma kau tak pernah nampak aku nangis coz aku tak pernah tunjuk aku sedih diperlakukan macam gini aku tahu dier kecik kene mengalah but then kalau dah sampai kurang ajar kau pikir aku blh diam...diEr uat bilik berserak lepas aku kemas aku kene marah and bile aku nmpk brg dier bersepah aku angkat campak kat luar mama bising..helo aku nak kene bilang adek aku brape kali jangan uat berserak dah main kemas lah..nie takde buku paper ume bersepah...and bile aku cakap baik baik tak nak dgr den aku pekik pekik aku kene mrh dengan mama...aku jalan tangan aku kene marah..bullshit!...whatever larh cepat lah aku besar dapat keje nak aje aku kluar dari rumah nie living on my own.thanks sayang u made me laugh tadi ermm finally dapat piat telinga u amek tu..I LOVE YOU SAYANG!!!!
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me.
I need it still, and yet I still need you.
I know someday we will be in a field
Surrounded by the blessing of the sky.
I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,
Needing you without a reason why.
But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you,
That you might not accept my desperate need.
You make me laugh and cry and be completely.
You are the flower, I the slender reed.
Labels: damn tired sey but stil i miss him lots...
