Monday, October 20, 2008
I GUESS U DUN NOE HOW MUCH IT HURTS
monday blues yes i'm late again for school..hehe..as usual..i'm really piss off wit my earpiece longgar sey..den pakai walkman nye earpiece tak plak...pelik den juz now gi kedai yg aku lik then the uncle to ckp first time dier encounter this problem..haha so i bought new earpiece and my earpiece to kasi my dad,skrg dier pakai dgr lagu den nyanyi2 senang ati.in sch lynn and chacha cherish me up they make me laugh mcm nak pecah perot actually bagos for muke excercise.end of sch at 5 proceed to tikus house and dis make me shed tears again...someone says wanna teman me but end up biuh,i'm really piss off with tat someone..for lynn and chacha if u noe jus keep to urself...coz both of u were the one yang tau aku nak meet sape...ok dis person say wanna teman me...but end up i reach jurong east dier kate penat and nak balek...thanks alot...and sampai rumah tikus she saw me cryin...she asked me wat happen and stuff,tikus nie although 12 yrs old pikiran mcm kakak2..dier nasihat aku kalah mak aku...mcm banyak pengalaman..and wat she say to me and wat i share let it be confidential...this is not the first time tat someone do tat to me...and tat someone can tell me balek dier nak tdo..ok i understand but wat wen i'm back i found dier tgh online...ntahlarh i try to rileks..dah larh tak sedap badan and now mcm gini,haix wat could i do bersabar jek larh,jus now wen i chill pat rumah tikos i dun noe why i keep on saying tat someone name..i wanna sleep but tears keep rollin down,as you guys noe i'm being sensitive nowadays,i dun noe why i shed tears easily and jus becoz of a small thing...my laughter ended with a cry..tanks to chacha and lynn for being there..and to abg firdaus sorie i can't meet u coz i dun wanna create problem and i'm not in a mood,plus i'm attached and i dun want him to think i'm playin behind his back.we are only frens not more,and another someone ape aku buat sume tak blh aku baring nmpk badan kau bising yang kau spray minyak wangi bukak baju yang nampak tut...dalam class blh...watever shit larh...btw we have to accept ur presence although we dun wan too...
I guess you just don't know how much it hurts.
If you loved me, you'd be there for me
To help me do the things I want to do.
My whole life wouldn't be only for you,
Nor would my love determine who you'd be.
I want you to respect what I do well,
To share the joy I feel when I succeed,
To give me the encouragement I need,
To be my wings, not my protective shell.
I love you, and I want you to be mine,
But I would never say you're not allowed
To be a person who would make me proud,
To step outside into your own sunshine.
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