Sunday, October 5, 2008
ermm not wat i want
okiez..since aku tk leh tdo kan tak tau aper nak buat aku update larh nyari nye hal...
basically aku cuci sume baju,and update my blog...
okey jus a random share...i'm hurt again...why larh aku kene hurt jek...wat i'm waiting for tak jadi...the first person yang aku jumpe balek nie bukan orang yang aku tunggu tunggu my sayang...tadi time tgh lek lek si shahril msg tanye aku kat ne so aku ckp larh pat rumah and dier ajak gi mkn ice kacang yang aku janji dier last year...haha...k dah aku dah blanje kau ehk...so we plan to meet at 1 pat bwh rumah aku...so aku pun kemas den siap...aku aru kuar toilet dier call, dier dah kat bwh blk aku...aiseyman nie budak punye lah lincah...padahal lom kul 1.Next we have our lunch pat bwh lapar...dier nie dah mcm inspector tanye soalan macam2..aku pun pelik sey...den we talk crap...next gi mkn ice kacang and gi jalan pat sheng shiong nak carik daun ketupat coz mama nak masak ketupat for TG outing nie..so anytime makan ice kacang lagik amciam?juz text me kaez...
and as for my animal kingdom i'm really sad gitu coz i can't join u all but no choice aku lom gi rumah nenek aku lagik so dis weekend will be the day sedangkan rumah mak cik aku lom pergi...i hope u guys understand i will try to arranged...and dun say aku leh gi ngn kawan ite aku tapi ngn krg tak leh coz dieorg uat on weekdays...so guys enjoys...i will miss it...next year larh aku join...insyallah...since most of u can make it den go ahead its okey...share ur outing in the blog kayzzz...wish i would be there...haiz...and for u sayang tanks ehk off handphone...tanks alots!kalau lah aku tak balek sini kan best...haiz...enjoy lagik pat kelantan....tinggal sane lagi senang...yaya dis really really hurts...why and why dis have to happen!the think tat i wanna happen tk jadi...wat i have in mind is tat aku balik aku nak ketawe but wat i shed tears...gallons and gallons of tears....no one noes how hurt it is,how sakit nye hati,everything.takpelarh aku pasrah and tawakal ape nak jadi jadi lah,aku dah tk tahan lagik cryin in silenced...
ps:u may say tat crying infront of people is hurtful but do u noe tat cryin in silenced is the action tat no one can explained how hurtful it is...thanks for all the laughter u gave me but dis is wat i get back from u...i hope wat u say tats wat u meant....
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