Thursday, October 23, 2008
DUMBFCUK
late for abt half an hour for class today hehe,as usual.chacha tk datang so left me kids and lynn,su was late...so as usual we talk crap.during s&w kiter main badminton urgh kaki sakit sey dah lame tak uat running so makin "membesar". finally went back.dalam train at bukit batok one guy enter and sit opposite of me.dier ade angkong on both of his hand.fierce typical mat rip.denat chuachukang he changed his seat and sit beside me which is between me and his fren..and guess wat duduk mcm perempuan he crossed his leg lah sey...haha..rbkz...i wanted to laugh but i controlled...sayang jgn jeles ehk bukan deir mintak number u keep on saying that jus now as i told u no one minat kat i...ntah i pon tk tau kenape i hyperactive tadi but now i'm in tears,i asked my mom money to top ezlink kad coz my ezlink kad ilang and i have to use the adult one,then dIEr bising,i'm really piss off coz before this aku tk mintak dier pon top up kad aku,becoz aku kai duit raye aku sendiri,den sekarang dah abis aku tanye dier tadi den dier bising,shit why mother like this nampak kiter ade duit jek means we can't asked them for money,and now i can't go to sch tomoro since my ezlink kad only left -20cents.i admit it was my fault hilang kan kad and she say"tu biji pon melekat kalau tak melekat pun ilang"i dun nid dis words it really hurts me.dis few days dier asyik marah aku jek although i did not do anything wrong.i noe can do a new one but i have to pay 19 dollars and i dun even have 10 dolars.now there's only 6 bucks in my wallet,and i noe if i were to top 5 dolars pon tk cukup.naek train jek 1 bucks plus tak include bus to go to sch and back again.haix how i wish i could work but my parents tak kasi.geram sey..i don noe wat else to do..urgh kalau lah aku ade kakak or abang boleh aku lari gi rumah dieorang..but now i'm alone...tak eprnah pernah aku pinjam org duit and the first time in my life aku call kak nana tadi pasal nak pinjam dier duit dulu...but den tak jadi aku cakap ngan dier tak yah...takpelarh...let me try to survive wit this....sayang sorie i can't teman u mayb,tengok arh cam ne,i will tell u tomoro....last but not least i love u alots...
No matter what our troubles,
I still love you,
As though a part of me were also you.
Life isn't easy, but I know without you
There will be bitterness in all I do.
I feel the broken heaven in my heart,
The blight that will outlast the years of healing,
The darkness underneath all time and art,
The pain that from within there's no concealing.
We were so much in love when we first met,
A river that would reach, in time, the sea.
We ought not let despair turn to regret,
But be through choice what love chose us to be.
No love can last except it be through will.
Were wastelands in our path,
I'd love you still.
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