Monday, September 8, 2008
tears of loving u went u have to go
aku tk tau larh dah batal ke tidak puase tapi aku still continue...
dah cukup airmata aku hari nie...dari pegi skolah sampai balek skolah sampai tertdo dgn airmata...aku tk sadar pun ape jadi....bangun tdo pun airmata masih mengalir..yang aku tau i'm just waitin for one call..but tat call tk wujud...last call from him was before he went ou from the house and last message was went he outside the court....aku tawakal jek dengan ape nak jadi...dah cukup aku nangis....i have to accept it....2 tahun untuk aku bukan cepat...kalau memang aku blh tunggu aku tunggu kalau memang pintu hati aku tertutp untuk dier den dat's it kalau tk maafkan aku...
mungkin skrg senang untuk aku ckp aku tunggu but as days pass by aku tk rase aku blh tunggu...mungkin for the few months aku akan rasa kehilangan....but mayb after dat tak....bnyk aku plan...nak pegi geylang...nak beli baju raya dgn dier...nak keluar buke wit him...and everything to just spend time wit him...and he have to go...and ape 2 months of my annivesarry his not here...wtf...i dun noe why i have feelings like this...i jus need u by my side now...aku akan tetap tunggu call dier...aku tak akan stop nangis selagi aku tak tahu wat is the sentence....but till now not a single call u made after the decision...i msg but u did not reply....why u have to leave me like this...i dun understand why we can't meet before this or after this...why u have to go when i'm already wit u...WHY?!and each time i read out ur text my tears will roll down...raya without u by my side...wtf...i just need you...no one else rite now....but who is now by my side is....only tears...tears of miss and love...walaupun kite tak break tapi kata pepatah kau tinggal kan aku buat sementara aku rasa kau meninggalkan aku forever...
nomatter wat i will always luve u...Talib....
aku akan tetap nangis selagi aku tk tau ape sentence yang kau dapat....
hanya airmata teman di hati
kerana dirimu tiada disisi
airmata inilah akan setia menanti
dirimu yang akan pergi..Labels: i really love you...y u have to go?
