Sunday, September 21, 2008
HOME OF HELL TATS WHERE I AM NOW
shit!!i jus hate everyine in dis house...ape sak dieorg nak..aku kuar bising aku dok rumah bising...i jus dun understand...wat they want?!asal mesti aku yg kene...serious is like getting out of my nerve..simply because if i go out i have to be back by 9 curfew urgh shit...when i go out everyday they(my parents)nag and nag...i stay at home infront of their eyes also they nag..ape lu mau sia...aku mengadap laptop aku kene mrh...abeh aku tdo mrh,ape suro aku blajr wtf exams are over and there's notink i can study for...nak keje mrh cakap itu larh inilah...and now my father is like carik pasal ngan aku...aku dalam bilik dgr lagu and like hummin u noe wat he say...dah malam lagi terpekik...wtf aku buat sume slh..hello i'm not shouting i'm humming...urghh as i said tak gune aku hidop...mama plak tadi strt lagik...the journey from my house to nenek's house aku tk ckp sepatah pon dgn dier...coz its really hurtful abt yesterdae...and tadi aku terlanggar dulang jatoh dier ckp dah ade matair semua jatuh...shit teros aku ckp ape kene mengene dengan ade matair sak...betol pe...not related...living in this house is like hell..rumah ku syurgaku is all bullshit...aku tak pernah rasa home is syurga bagi aku...neraka ade larh...urgh kenape lah aku tk branie nak lari rumah...jus lead my own life...why if they dun accept my relationship then jus say it...kenape mesti nak ungkit everything dat i do wit relationship...and tadi lepas park lori aku jalan teros balik alone...i jus dun wan to walk wit them...sakit hati,mrh everything jumble up...nasib baik smlm my syg make me laugh he teman me...wen i'm sad...yes i'm crying the whole night..being treated like pompuan sundal..yes tats wat i feel actually...kene panggil musibat all this...aku ade perasaan...mane letak nye aku sebagai anak dieorg they want me to respect them do they respect my feelings at the first place...When I look into your eyes I see everything true.
When I hold you, I feel all of you,
When I kiss you everything goes right,
When I hold your hand, I have to hold on tight.
When we first met I didn't know what to do,
When we met I didn't see the true you.
Now we are together I hope our relationship never ends.
We are together now, and I feel we shall never be apart,
But baby remember always and forever I love you with all of my heart.
Labels: I JUZ WANT HAPPINESS
