Tuesday, September 2, 2008
ARHHH!!!SHIT Y DIS HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!
Token by Mdm Surianis...
tanks cher i love it...
All The 8 gerlfrens...
KUTEMANI TIDURMU DENGAN RINDUKUKURAWAT LUKAMU DENGAN CINTAKUI WROTE UR NAME IN THE SAND,BUT THE WAVE WASHED IT AWAY,I WROTE UR NAME IN A PAPER,BUT IT GOT THROWN AWAY,SO I WROTE UR NAME IN MY HEARTAND TATS WHERE IT WILL STAY...I LOVE YOU TALIB...second day of the fastin month n have to go to sch...i miz my fren actually...stayin at home make me mad thinkin of my probs...so meetin my gfs is better...so as usual meet chacha and then the rest we went to sch together...and then at the bustop my boyfie called and he sound so sick..but he's so stubborn tat he wants to go to sch...idk...y...i told him to rest since he got mc...but so stubborn...i dun wan anythin to happen to him becoz i dun wanna loose him but den he like dun understand...so ad time pass he msg me he says tat he's can't tahan anymore...so...i told him to go him but unfortunately he has a test if he did not take it he will be debarred...so pity him...actually todae we plan to buke same same but he wants to mit his mom and go and see the doctor again...i'm waiting to buke wit him but...and mdm surianis gave each and everyone of us a small token...u can see aboved...isn't it cute...i love it....So end up i breakfast wit kak nana and is...and guess wat aku jadi tunggul...kak nana says wait at boots & shoes at 6 so i dilly dally...and reach there at 6.15 wen i text her she's still in the bus...and caught in the jam at seletar...wtf...so i waited for her untill 7 plus and break my fast at the interchange wit jus a bottle of green tea...isn't it pathethic...she finally arrived and she wanna wait for is...urrrhhh....guess wat we did not have our meal but chill at the carpark...as kak nana fight a little wit is...den after she cry cry den we went for our meal at banquet...n they asked me a qn linda wat if u see ur boyfie dgn pompuan lain mcm couple nie yg pat sebelah...den i say arh nie table ngn kerusi jugak melayang...but actually wat's the motive of them askin me dis qn...den is tell me eh kau tgk tu mcm matair kau jek betol...but i did not turn and look at them but i answer kalau memang dier ade pompuan lain den takpelarh...wtf i dun noe y they like not happy wit my relationship...so we jln at bazaar and den went back..but then i enter the bus my phone ring and guess who called my boyfie...and he says abt the blog thingy...he read my blog abt the trust thingy...he's upset...wit wat i wrote...but tats wat i feel...and u guys may not noe how much i love him...and for him...he may not noe how much i nid him...mayb u may tink tat i did not trust u but deep inside here in my heart there's only one person tats u TALIB!!!!....give me time to regain the trust for u back as i did during the first period of our relationship...i sendiri tak tau i rasa phobia lepas the nur thingy... Sorie syg i have hurt u..Fine u decide...if u wanna let me go...i noe its very painful to noe tat i dun trust u...i try my best to gain back tat...i akan terima ape ajek keputusan u as long it will not hurt u anymore...sorie dear....i'm reallly sorie....kalau u nak leave me den its okay i tau i slh...
i noe i tak amek kesah pun perasaan u...
i'm really sorrie...i tak tau y i cry wen u asked i syg u ke tak...idk...yg i tau i syg u lebih dari i syg diri i sendiri....i cried while talkin to him and he pujuk me...he says tat he want me to trust him not 50-50 of trust...yah i admit i'm wrong in telling him i trust him 50-50...but after wat he tell me on the phone it makes me percaya tat he really loves me...
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Tak mungkin hatimu akan ku lukai..
I DUN WANNA LOOSE U..wat else shud i do to prove tat i really love u!
